do you wanna know what an insecure person feels?
they say it is always a feeling of not being enough
of always feeling like others are better than you
the thought that people are stabbing you behind your back
do you want to know the emotional depth of it?
it is the suffocating feeling that no matter how much I have, someone in my life who tells me how amazing I am will always one day wake up and realize that I am a fraud.
it is the crippling fear that all the best things in my life will soon gone because they will realize I don't deserve them.
it is the rage inside that knowing I am not more than I want to be, i am always mad of people who I feel can do better.